09-16-09 - 1:11 am
I think this may be my first posting on here. I just want to say that I am about to have a mental break down. I just want to crawl in a hole and hide for a very long time.
I am not good enough for the one that I love, even though I was led to believe that everything was really great.
Not only that, but I am not happy with my job situation even though I should be, since I work at a place that I’ve always wanted to and i actually have a job.
On top of that, I think I’m fat, and my mom thinks I need therapy. I only weigh 96 pounds, but I have fat in a couple places, so it makes me very unhappy. I know I have body issues, but I still eat so I know I’m not anorexic, and I don’t have bullemia because I don’t vomit after meals.
I know some of this may sound like I am crazy, but that is why I need to just get away for a bit, and clear my mind.
